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Saturday, December 27, 2008

One Week

I have one left week of nothingness. Of laying around and reading random books. Of playing rock band with my siblings for hours. Of having crazy dreams about life that reveal both my excitement and hidden anxiety for what coming up. Of being fed by my parents. Of being in Idaho. Thats right folks, I start school in a week at my new school! New everything. Roommates, campus, town, friends, adventures. I really am excited despite the reoccuring stressed out dreams I've been having. Here is one I recorded right after I woke up...

I had a lot of blackheads on my face that turned out to be ants Benny and Emma were trying to save from being killed. They put them in my bed as a safe place and they burrowed in my poors. When I went to squeeze one, a red ant came out. Gross. I went to the beauty college to have my nails done for $15. We couldn't find a ride home. My friends all left me there. Luckily Becca showed up with her kitchen whisk key chain, and my dear friend Sharee called to make sure I was alright.

Basically my dreams have all been about trying to leave somewhere, but being stranded or stuck. Like being stuck at the movie theaters, or in Rexburg. What does this mean?

Interpretation: I believe that the ants represent success and happiness ahead. The beauty college represents a beautiful new start. The fact that I can't leave is symbolic the possibility that I won't have a car and will have to walk long distances. The part that my friends left me is symbolic of the move from the familiar friends I had at my old school. But Sharee and Becca's presence in the dream indicate that my dearest friends and family will always be there no matter where I am. Turns out all the dreams I've been having have been good ones!

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